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Please scroll down this page to view a selection of poems by Cannon Poets Helena Hemstead, Doreen Gray, Peter Freeman, Rod Dungate, John Alcock, Don Barnard, Martin Underwood and Christine Coleman.
Last updated: 10th October 2005


Poems by Helena Hemstead
"HIGH TIDE”
They said the tide Had not been So high In years; It washed everything up - On the pavements, the beach; Shells and seaweed, Secrets, lies.
People finally sought The Truth, The nakedness; The pure; The footprints on Eternal sand, Breaking-up Lifelong patterns In the mystic dance.
And - No-one laughed; No-one sighed, But then, No-one cried - Any more. Their faces now real, Unlike before, Their past lives, Washed up On the shore; And the tide had not Been so high In years.
"THE NEWS"
Lately, there's been a pain In the region of my heart, I try to deny it, I try to ignore it, I take the pills My doctor prescribed...
Why am I ill? I know …. From too much sorrow. I see it all around me Even if the sadness Is not my own; I meet it daily, Wherever I go, Bouquets of flowers On the bridge Where somebody got killed; The hurt, elderly man On the pavement Surrounded by a crowd; He'd slipped and fallen – Hard…..so hard.
And the stories of people dying, Particularly the young, While the hovering Vultures Of cliff-edge madness, Sharpen their razors and claws; People destroying Themselves…each other; The criminal bloodbath Of needless wars, Despair and degradation, Terminal illness, starvation....
I've had enough.
Gentle Journey
So faintly, he said "I'm so tired; But too frightened To go to sleep, Too frightened of Disturbing dreams."
So she told him to close his eyes; "Imagine" she said "That the pillow Is the embrace Of pure, white, angel wings."
She gently stroked his forehead; "Imagine" she said "The pastel colours Of a beautiful bay Of creamy sand And sapphire and turquoise jewels Where the land Meets the sea of fragrant water Scented with tingling mint.
"Imagine us both Swimming in the water, Free and reborn, Soothingly warm, All the past pain Now totally gone; Then, imagine Running, On the beach to dry, As sunset turns the sand Iridescent gold, And the skies are a joyful saffron-yellow.
"Imagine meadows in your mind; Of primrose, pink, and soothing bluebell flowers To ease your weariness, Let the verdant fields Refresh your body, Lift your tired soul.
"Always remember, I will comfort you through Sleep as deep as a cloud of white feathers, Hear my thoughts of you, Like the sea in a shell, Hear me call you Safely to shore."
In the cold, Winter morning, His eyes seemed full of light, He brushed the tousled hair from his forehead, "I'd like to sit by the window" he said "And look out at the garden." There, the grass was a rich, rainfall-green, And birds and squirrels fed From the woven basket On the apple tree.
The Essence of Apple
Aroma... Of sweetness, crispness Perfect globes Of carnelian And peridot Fall at my feet; At the foot of my Family Tree, Eden is here, Each tree bearing A different fruit : Matte; gleaming; Olive; russet; All tasting of the Autumn sun; Or deep red - As the sweetest jam, With the royal title of " Crimson Queening"; The gardeners have Arranged their branches Horizontally, Along the guardian fence, In leafy, 'Art Deco' patterns, Of geometric lines And edible, ornamental spheres, Through which The far dimensions Of heavenly orchards Are sometimes glimpsed And Paradise found again, As the Autumn sunset glows : Spectacular in amber, scarlet, Cider-golds.
Mandala
I saw a mandala Made up of silver-grey thread, In the darkness of the brambles, Glowing ghostly At the end Of the ancient garden.
Raindrops had fallen Adding crystals to its pattern : A monochrome kaleidoscope.
So -
I stopped And reflected On the many paths Of Life.
Patterns
Wind whips her hair: Feels like Stinging, bristle brushes On her face, Defining her in invisible paint. Coffee long gone cold, She thinks... Of the angles of the treads By the 'Costa Coffee' structure; The way the water appears As green as the rarest olive oil... Bitterly cold; She watches the brilliance Cascade in electric currents Down the gleaming stone steps, One end - a tangled mass of white light; The other - a perfect mirror. The arches of Brindleyplace buildings New grey-and-terracotta bricks in The style of the old - (Of the originals, however - Not a trace remains.) She leaves half of her icy coffee; To be splattered by the wind In caramel-beige; Lugging her heavy kit To "The Water's Edge'... Where she Is intrigued By interplay Of dark-green rails and columns She reflects On how patterns of holes Like mint 'Aero' chocolate-filling On dark-green canopies Exactly match
The theme on the bases; The subtle patterns on the pavements In pale madder and warm grey... And how the 'Hyatt' Could be a mirage Or a hologram - In Ink-grey and pale silver, Defined in rectangles and squares... At the end of the day She has made A few sketches like dreams That will later resonate - With carefully-selected paint. She becomes aware She is frozen through; And packs away her materials; Slowly walking alongside The shining, olive-green canal, On her cold and heavy artist's way.
Derelict
On passing by the gallery In a run-down, industrial area He decided to visit A small exhibition
Featuring a collection Of new painters- What intrigued him was the work Of a local artist... The model in her every painting - Was the same man; His short, blond hair Depicted in daubs The colour of straw; And yet - His face; his skin Held an unearthly radiance As if he were an Angel Rendered In the subtlest tints of pure light; A beautiful soul Made visible To more materialistic, ‘City’ types At which he gazed out From the dividing frame Separating The real from the unreal. (The visitor reflecting On which - was which.) The explanatory Artist's Notes read : " always use my husband As my model A life without him - I cannot conceive; He is my guiding light
In the fear and darkness Of our times." Slowly, sadly The visitor moved away, Thinking if only- Any one of the women At all, in his life Had ever loved him In that way, Then he, too, might - Have been Filled with radiant love and light And not - The toxic bitterness That flowed Through his veins, In the sharpest, Coldest cyan-blue, As he walked past abandoned factories Derelict as his heart.
The Second Dream [from the 'Dreams' series]
They met - as agreed, in another dream, It was her turn to travel to the past; They lunched in a cafe - in a subway now buried - She asked "How long were these buildings here?” He replied "A long, long time, before I was born - I believe" Together, they walked to the old Bull Ring, He said "I never want to leave", Among the pigeons circling round them Was one, heaven-white dove; A reminder of peace, or the eternal soul; "So" he asked her "Where shall we go?” "I've something to show you" she said; The scene dissolved before their eyes, And now, there stood a building made up of silver discs Reflecting pure, white light from shining, city skies; He was surprised "I've never seen this place before" She gave a sad smile "You wouldn't have, For this is now - and that -was then; Still, I'm glad we can be together", And the Birmingham sunset began to fall In neon-violet and electric rose; The two spirits stood, watched over by The old church of St Martin's, "I'd better go" he said "My energy seems low, And we are held by a silver cord To our distant, sleeping selves"; They promised to meet, for one, entire week: "Tomorrow, I'll take you to St. Ives" "On Sunday, we'll go to Sutton Park" "On Monday, we'll go to Paris, or Venice" They laughed....and laughed, and laughed Till their laughter turned into the pigeons Circling around the church in a flurry of ghostly wings, Then darkness fell, The birds separated into night-black flecks; As if they had never been.
At six in the morning, she awoke, All the clocks had stopped.


Doreen Gray
August Gardens
There is change around this time of year, a shift from lilac, pink and blue to hot and heady reds. If colour was sound this would be Cuban trumpets striding brass into heavy air.
Spring was all lemons and limes 'The Pastoral' or 'L'appres midi d'une faune'. Autumn's chemistry lies poised purple, bronze and gold; soundtrack of opulence 'Die Meistersingers', Orff's discordant tones. It is Winter's bleached presence I dread, the 'Skater's Waltz', the 'Sugar Plum' Carols with traders' tills.
NIGHT DUTY (VERSION 3)
She needed to talk, So I let her, But here, in the quiet, As I lay her man out, His corpse can't just stay As white male, Forty-nine, Cause of death Ca.Bronchus. Now He lives in my mind As a man who was loved, Who'll be missed by his friends, Who I think I'd have liked If I'd known him.
Check This Out
Big Tina runs a check-out till She runs it her own way No taunt or insult ruffles her Inside she’s Doris Day
Deaf Aid
Now should I write about my Dad The troubles that he had The squeaks and squeals The sighs, the groans The puzzled looks from all around The puzzled looks from Him? For Dad was deaf, profoundly so, He heard through a machine And all was fine and all was clear When that machine was clean. But sometimes it was dusty At other times quite damp And much the hardest time was when The batteries went low amp.
Falling on Deaf Ears
I speak words Mouth them at your green eyes Then search for Signs of comprehension. All is blankness A struggle to understand.
I cross the space between us Slide my voice inside The warmth of your ear Push consonants and vowels Down tubes and canals To the inmost coils of the cochlea.
My voice sounds loud Or just a whisper But your voice, That comes out as a shout, Is it quiet inside you?
Doreen Gray is a latecomer to most things literary and living proof that being made redundant can be turned into an opportunity for trying new and challenging things. Since leaving paid work she has dabbled in Am. Dram, helped to run a small theatre group and gained an honours degree in English from Birmingham University. This really kick-started a passion for ‘Creative Writing’ and she is still trying to write scripts for radio and stage as well as poetry and short stories. There have been a few modest successes but rejection of scripts or failure to win prizes in poetry competitions doesn’t dampen her enthusiasm for writing. That’s when she’s not indulging in her life long passion for gardening. And then there’s the little matter of five grandchildren- a continual source of inspiration and a possible future readership for the many travel journals she has now produced.


Boreas
Waves break, ropes snap wood pigeons abandon ship the ground opens, heaving bluebells to a precipice. Frayed ends drip enough bilge water to drown the thought a seaworthy beech should hold good. As it is, a bellwether with a take-a-way pizza makes a bee-line for a dry place to sit. Three mates, half way up the toppled mast, lick their fingers and swing their legs. Bosun starts the singing:I feel good da de da, da de da. No besom can sweep away a brassard of companionship. May they always carry it and may this dying tree unfurl its promises and these hands blunge the clay squeezed from roots despite the discovery that nothing separates bel canto from belch in the Longman English Dictionary.
Prayer of the Tower Crane
Now that I’m here, dig deep anchor me in concrete in a hole of your choosing, help me fill the gaps between my slew and top mast make me grow in triangle lattice tighten me with the strength to remain upright; keep my lines taut, my drum turning my trolley rolling to its furthest point; sail me in the tension of weight and counterweight; use the swing on my load to navigate; be my banksman and say what you must say to help me work blind, a hundred feet high and with your hand, work my gears, my jib, my steel necklace for the wheel to turn, for the chute to pour the footings of what is to come; make me gentle for rods and girders, floors and walls and when the last lid is on the last room in the sky, tap my shoulder, give me a moment to survey this detail then bring me back to myself,unhook my chains from the heaviness of things,let my lines come apart in the black canal.
On opening the post in your back garden
It’s twelve months since your last eye check; Your TV license is up; there are two Hospital appointments; a bank statement, A Pet plan update; a book club reminder ‘you must meet your agreement’ and a letter you might have sent, ‘I’ve moved!’ marked on the envelope; there’s a thank you for choosing Stay Warm; a water bill and a cheque from Halifax [instant credit], a West Wales brochure and a Saga magazine; Shirley Bassey, on the cover; ’50 years at full throttle’; the YMCA invite you to become a room sponsor; there’s a bin bag and a bag for your clothes, a packet of sunflower seeds and a field of wheat around your bird table.
One to One Consultation
Thank you for dropping the leaflet through our door. Yes, I do have a problem, a lot more than one according to your tick box questionnaire: phobias, anxieties, every form of aggression; I steal what I can, I indulge in coprophagia I spend afternoons biting shadows out of the lawn I have a fetish, but not for a teddy bear I hide behind trees, I don’t run a straight line I have an aversion to paths; I prefer to make my own. And I’m partial to ferns I have arthritic hips and I’m only four I shouldn’t really be out on my own but I need to arrange a one to one consultation no, not for me; it’s about my owner, I’ve come.
What the tower crane has to say
Because I’m here, dig deep anchor me in concrete, in a hole of your choosing; help me fill the gaps between my slew and top mast make me grow in triangle lattice tighten me with the strength to remain upright with my lines taut, my drum turning my trolley rolling to its furthest point; sail me in the tension of weight and counterweight using the swing on my load to navigate; be my banksman and say what you have to say to help me work blind, a hundred feet high and with your hand, work my gears, my jib, my steel necklace for the wheel to turn, the chute to pour the footings of what will come; make me gentle for rods and girders, and when the last lid is on the last room tap my shoulder, give me a moment then bring me back to myself unhook my chains from the heaviness of things let my lines come apart in the black canal.


Rod Dungate
Anderton Lift Trent and Mersey Canal & Weaver Navigation
Lifts make me nervous at the best of times, so when I peer from my twice suspended vantage point to the Weaver navigation far below
I'm buoyed by anxiety potently mixed with the thrill of fulfilling a long-held ambition - to experience one of the seven wonders of the waterways.
Thief-like I'd stolen into the massive shade-murked cave of iron girders, rams, greased cogs and clanging guillotine gates aboard Centurion
with my crew. We rest, tethered, in our floating tank - it's counterbalanced by another, a return to the system a Victorian engineer designed
except computers monitor every move and shift, hydraulic rams now fill with oil and steam is long forgotten. Our gentle fall's
too short, just time to note the lift's vaulted spans built in search of that earlier age's grail. Refloated, we inch our way to the river;
it lazily re-forms itself as it idles by groups of sightseers cheerfully mooching round purpose built and neatly tended verges.
A friend sends a multi-media message to my phone - it's our descent, he took the pic off the lift's own website and it arrives
as we leave behind this fabulous engine's maw cruising, quite dwarfed, beside soda works to the rural, sun-lifted, long-suffering Weaver beyond.
The Speaker
Standing where I am, on a low brick wall, I've a coveted vantage point - though it's a tricky one since I can't let go of the rust-flecked railings behind. I can see him over the crowd; it swells minute on minute. The picnickers who've made a day of it, have packed up their bits and pieces, are sauntering over, bags in one hand, a child hoisted up by the other - only to be set down again to wait. Everyone's in good humour, content to be hemmed in, happy to share the comradeship it brings.
I look over thousands of heads to watch him. He sits on a plain wooden chair on an old lorry, its tail gate and sides hanging down. Though they swept it, I see grit still, even at this distance. Beside him stand my brother and my sister, I see their heads bent for they talk together, they concentrate on that, only they, not on him. He seems so slight as he sits there, incongruous in his grey suit in this heat, I wonder if it's really him. He's totally still; relaxed but sitting upright, his hands on his knees. He smiles and looks straight out. Every now and again he takes a small pile of cards from his inside pocket; he flicks through them, stops and reads. He takes a pen from the same pocket, and writes. This isn't a nervous gesture, you can see he's noting down a newly minted phrase or fresh insight. Once done he replaces pen and cards.
My brother moves forward . . . so he's to do the introduction. Thanks for coming. Great to see so many. What can I say to introduce a man who truly needs no introduction? There's nothing to say, so that's what I'll say. Nothing. Just
'Welcome. And thank you for being here.'
Now he rises and steps towards us. We all erupt with one great whoop. Children are thrust aloft again. He smiles and nods while the applause continues, and I see he shares a few words with someone at the front. He draws himself up, taller than before. There's silence; total silence, except for a plane that passes high overhead. Is gone. A beat. Now he speaks.
ears and dreams of silence
close your eyes like me this is the only way to go unless you put out your eyes completely it's a possible way to break through the silence that grips me in my dreams not the silence of the flesh not that silence the silence I can hang comfortably on hooks in the evenings while darkness creeps up stairs and grasps the house the time when the front door closes goodnight take care goodnight now
no, I speak of the silence that hovers waiting till my back's turned till I drop my guard my eyes fixed on a job-in-hand or a task to be begun it hovers in corners and it haunts my dreams it's this that sits astride me at night heavy on my chest and stops me breathing it's the silence of the seat in sunny garden of the moment's respite on the windy hill where racing cloud shadows still excite the silence of paralysed action
it creeps along gutters down drain-pipes hangs in urine pools in alleyways sleeps in doorways of day-bright shops it waits for grey-fleshed homeless youth addict face locked to keep out the world for gang member with the gun he will kill for child who steals the car for pleasure for migrant who scratches the living through the night
haute cuisine silence this is organic silence bred in our bowels pestle-and-mortared into fragrant sauces with foreign sounding names
hush hush I'm silent myself now I grope with blind fingers to open a gate into the poisoned cottage garden here the creatures that crawl through my private darkness creep in the quiet I hear them scuttle under leaf and stone
raise your voice I need you now speak to me lift it to sing however cracked be it ever so rasping or laugh it doesn't matter as long as it hides the scraping of a thousand dry feet over damp ground
and when you've hidden this sound for me and with you I need no longer fear I'll use my nails to prise open my eyes they may be fused I'll tear my face if I have to I can wear a bloody scar like this arrogantly saying this is my trophy this the trophy I won at so and so or such and such if I don't succeed in dragging open my eyes they'll turn to stones and stones are always blind
eyes must see I must have eyes to see I see this now I see I've lost my way this is my strength let this be your strength too we'll find our way together you and I ask me a question and I'll answer trying not to lie it's the best I can do so don't ask more of me this is a promise I'll keep you ask I'll answer and when it works no more I'll ask and you reply
I sense this is the way now you and I question and answer answer and question we talk and talk and our words are flashes of lightning striking rain-drenched city plaza or silhouetting tree against a heaving sky or if we run out of words we could try a faltering tune that would do don't give up on me now don't leave me let me scratch your name onto desk or table or mar a tree I'm willing to do that for you once this great storm passes I can climb a hill clamber across screed landscape ramble along a pathway lined with whispering trees I can cross a field stand against the wind on cliff-tops navigate my way through urban night-time streets I'll blindly grope my way on fingertips following your voice following the way you light fleetingly a team then you and I
hush hush I'm silent again myself where's your question? where's your reply? hush hush be silent again myself yes these are footsteps I hear beneath the sound I make choking for breath footsteps on the stair footsteps at the door goodnight then goodnight now then the corner of my room lit up as it were by a faulty neon sign in a film noir hotel pinning my shadow to the wall but before it merges into darkness I needs must close my eyes against my private silence
Ghosthouse
The rest is silence – the ghosthouse now, at last abandoned: no more extras left to dance attendance on my narrative line, no chance for words to push at doors – each die is cast.
Behind the flickering beauty lies a past in passion – this the tragedy I lance, my songs of joy: support my stand-up stance (I think, I am) my colours hoist on mast.
I breathe on glass: to cut a human soul, to stare within, to find that blood-red fount, at last anoint myself. Once more. Yes, search once more as farce. This is the point, ephemeral and in- exact, painful and true. This is the point.
Snowy Owl [Birmingham Nature Centre]
In glowering light, under sullen stillness, entering the familiar lacklustre tunnel of evening, hidden among the hush of the leaf and the branch, I didn't see her. Not till I turned away to leave, folding my easy disappointment. My glance alighted on her, low down, mottled grey and white, almost wrapped in shadow. In that dark breath-held second I understood Athene.
Not old, not wise, nor will she toll a bell. It was her cool serenity that held me, her inquisitive stance that held me back: still the air stood still, I wouldn't move as we locked eye to eye. I held her in awed respect. But her for me?
Frozen moments, then she gracefully turned away, straightway to turn again to me: heavy eyelids gently blinkered her, then opened her up once more. Once more she held my gaze, permitted me to find much called for quiet in her steadfast, golden-amber, almond eyes, disinterestedly.
Rod Dungate moved to Birmingham in 1984 to work in politics but eventually found his path back to the real world of drama and poetry. Poems have been published in a range of magazines and when he gets a chance he performs his own work with relish. Plays have been performed in regional theatres, in the US and broadcast on Radio 4. When he can he works with verse forms in his plays. Further examples of Rod's work can be seen on www.RodDungate.com. Rod won the Mentorn Best New Play award for Playing By the Rules and was Writer in Residence for the JK Jerome museum 2004 - 05.


John Alcock
Arizona Updraught
I caught sight of you today as I was driving past spinning away in dust of a field-gate at the side of the road summer chick of a whirlwind fledgling whose tossing feathers won’t survive long in the gathering wind
But you took me back to stronger brutish brethren gyring alone and absorbed in the desert that day we headed for Kingman and the Canyon
My kids said to stop the car while our spiral crossed the highway like some displaced cactus flailing out of control and take photos which I did – keen to amuse – by stepping so lightly and easily into this slender column of dancing sand
If only
The core and bole of its base was alive with the malice of rocks thorns and flakes of scorpion shell that bullied and bruised my shins and taught me the abrupt truth that Dust Devil is well-called and it pays to take note of a name
Market House
Saturday morning selling killims and dried pears under the stilted hall in Ledbury poetry town
Window displays of poets pulling faces at their own poems framing their reflections
Backdrop of Malvern Hills ever rising out of Severn plain always a surprise to look up as when I glimpsed on a tedious road through flat pine forests in Michigan the rearing banks of Sleeping Bear Dune
Hot already from pacing the high street I look for water or cold beer among overheated racks of Mirrors and OKs
while the hills prepare for another day like the time I walked with my son in the week before he found his unexpected peace
recalling how they gave me back his gloves and wearing them home because they still needed hands to fill
Memories Ledbury perhaps with all the authority of its verse has given me leave to trade
add to my stall those many colours of recollection vibrant among the artichokes and glass
ÉDITIONS DU DÉSASTRE
I have this premonition driving towards the hills this dew-damp morning
The white mist curls round ghosts of sheep pale in the fleecy dawn
On the passenger seat the postcard you sent as a joke from Paris
Your face flirts high among the girders of the Tour Eiffel where you know I can never reach you
We are playing for time we both know that - me in my damp world
bounded by the streaming Malverns you with your dancing shoes your high kicks
and the rules Miss Bluebell taught you to observe or not to observe too closely Do you remember the conversation we tried to shout above the rotor’s roar in the helicopter between Monaco and Nice
what you promised what I said before you found it so convenient to put back your ear-plugs
Now I have crossed the divide into Herefordshire Wyvern chattering on the radio
I have you before me dancing above the Seine limbs flaring towards space
But you look down your eyes are downcast your balance a little unsteady
On my hilltop I have this premonition that my horizon it still only your arm’s length away
NEGATIVE RESPONSE
‘Why don’t you just get another set of prints?’ – difficult to respond to the logic of my questioner when Fotomart could put the matter right in 20 minutes
How to explain then why I want/prefer to keep these images in negative – squint through their window held up to my window
That is how I see them best those memories shifting in composition picking and mixing their inside-turned-to-out images picturing the real and the imagined in simultaneous transmission
Perceive the ghost of a façade (that could be Ragley Hall) on a day I so clearly remember returning from America to re-set foot on ancient fertility of an English stately home
Look through and beyond the laughing minds of my children (next frame) cavorting in the adventure park – fusion of then and next-to-be while I strive to reload my camera click on a future transparency


Don Barnard
It’s not just a book
Take a look. It’s not just a book. It’s an open door to a word store. It’s an eye score you’ll go for more and more. Not an e-zine, not a magazine for the teen-scene, not a post-atomic kiddy comic. It’s massive, big ! It’s a wordygig you’ve heard about so check it out, it’s genuine. It’s a win-win situation for the imagination generation.
It’s a clean, green time machine to everywhen, to what’s ever been, know what I mean. It’s a thoroughfare to just anywhere, to what’s out there. It sets you free and lets you be Harry Potter or Flashman (the rotter)
or Tarka the Otter or a Gunpowder Plotter or a who-knows-whatter. cos it’s the best.
It’s a treasure chest, your leisure Fest. It’s a guaranteed wicked read. So take a look. It’s not just a book.
A Clean Poem
A beauty from Batley called Kath Who kept three octopi in her bath Said “they feel like old rope And they steal all the soap But they make getting out quite a laugh”
Elegy for Harry
There was much of the Henry in Harry, that cold, flat, Tudor stare, the waistline, the weight he carried, the stance and the ginger hair,
the dancer’s way of stretching a leg, the trencherman’s way with a meal, the tone that would say ‘I demand, not beg’, the glance that commanded, ‘Kneel !’
the condescending games he played and his glowering sulk when he lost, the regal glare that almost flayed - Oh, you knew when Harry was crossed !
Yes, you knew full well, though he never called ‘To the Tower with her !’ on a whim, although that cat never wenched at all, there was much of the Henry in him.
Poetry breakfast
I had breakfast with the Laureate, dear, there were lots of them about, a meal I might be sorry at, dear, when my innards work things out.
I was hoping for sestinas, dear, a kirielle, a lai, at least some terza rima, dear, or a rondeau redoublé
but what we got was ballad, dear, not even villanelle but a Byron/Coleridge salad, dear, by McGonagall out of Shelley,
And he calls himself a poet, dear ! Well, methinks he takes the piss and he’ll really have to go it, dear, to write poems as good as this.
Top Frog
Jumping Jack Flash is making a splash. See him go ! Life’s full of highs when Flash Jack hops ‘cos he’s got strapping, stap-me thighs and size eighteen flip-flops.
This small chore for you
I’m up early this morning, ironing tucks into your night-dress, the steam’s soft huffing like your breathing from the pillow next to mine.
As the creases disappear beneath my smoothing hand, no less would I soothe all the rucks and ruffles from your life, were there mornings enough.
Haiku
This unending war wind and the bamboo wage, torn banners waving
Fran’s Salad
It’s not ‘Only a salad’. It’s a salad and a half, half-salad, half-Amazonia, a fatted calf of a salad, fit for a feast, bits of fish, fowl and beast and umpteen kinds of vegetation, a small agricultural nation on a plate.
You circumnavigate. It’s three meals high and four meals wide. Do you hack in from the side, or mine it layer by layer, or just dig down till you reach china ? Whichever, you haven’t a prayer but as failures go, there’s none finer. Forget falling off Everest, not finding the source of the Nile, Evans going outside for a while - they’re all second best.
You know you’ll never make it through, that this thing is bigger than you. You don’t eat because you need the food nor because it looks so good. Like great challenges everywhere, you eat because it’s there.
Dawning
Being there as the world wakes, watching the garden flood with sun and birds, seeing faces fill with the new day, finding the words.
Quinta de Horta
Is this how it was, before, that first morning in Eden, space in the silence for voices, the quick accents of birds and the clicking of frogs in the ponds ? Is this how it was ?
Is this how it was, then, all the possibilities of green springing and arching, swooping and reaching, trees holding their breath for a breeze ? Is this how it was ?
Is this how it was in the Garden, naked at breakfast with quiet Moldovans weeding in Marigold gloves ?
Deuce
ebb tide flood tide the sea’s wild-haired wide-eyed to’ing and fro’ing chasing down moon after moon lob after lob arcing the sky and there’s no tie-break Umpire needed
Munro
Past the wee crouchy houses, the slag heaps where the neds roar up and down on stolen bikes, past the sudden Pentlands, under the airport’s busy to-and-fro and into the slow Trossachs.
Taking our haste with us, clogging it up to Crianlarich for a full day on the hill. Time slowing as we boot up and find the triple pace of lung and leg and heart.
Heading up, ticks on Cruach Ardrain’s shaggy flank, we tap in to the mountain’s roots, get earthed and let all the hurry
drain out.
Last Call
This is your epitaph. It’s premature, but why wait till you’re dead to learn what’s said of you, say I:
Here lieth Mobile Man, who night and day would boldly go where golden silence lay and take that call, to all the world’s dismay. Now take this as a hint, you noisy shite, and die.
Non Ophelia sed Brenda
You were thigh-deep, you said, and pissed, and the cold river flooding, thigh-deep, a red sun in the mist and a bad marriage ending.
Two lads, you said, and you couldn’t die with someone there watching. Angels, you said. Anglers, may be, but your faith in them, catching.
Nice to have you (a round)
I’m glad I chose a rowing boat with room for two, (me pulling, you
my jolly tiller girl) and not my own canoe. I’m glad I chose a rowing boat
with room for two, for as we float down life, I do so like the view. I’m glad I chose a rowing boat !
Windfalls
Under the trees, the dead lie cider-sweet, each mottling apple there a baby’s head with wasps like shrapnel burning in the eyes. Be careful how you tread. Was that the sudden skid and stench of rot beneath your feet ?
Here between the rivers, Yorkist axe and partisan pruned Lancaster’s rose, the petals spread on Bloody Meadow, red on red the heads and spilling pettitoes. Could it be Tewkesbury’s pot pourri that reeks ?
That or that, or our cold blood, declaring war elsewhere, picking the battlefield so babies that we blind and kill aren’t ours, our fight (eye-ball to eye-ball, child by child) abroad, between those foreign rivers, there.
Warwick’s Rule
Now and then, when he talks to God and thinks God answers or lends his ear to charlatans and chancers, when he’s sent braver men to die for the wrong cause with a base lie, when he has tongued a great fool’s hole because he’s strong and buried little men in dung, or limed the perch with promises and lies then, when he’s caught his bird, thought overmuch of plucking and of pies, too little of his word, when honesty’s his tool of last resort, in short, when he’s a far too petty king and you grow weary of his shit-eating grin, you have to start again.
Whose round ?
Piping Pebworth, Dancing Marston, Haunted Hillborough, Hungry Grafton, Dodging Exhall, Papist Wixford, Beggarly Broom and Drunken Bidford. (trad., attributed to Shakespeare)
Piping voices, runny noses: “Cowardy Custard !” “Ring-a roses !” Eeny-meeny-miny-mowing, you-are-IT-and-out-you-going.
Growing up to find you’re ‘IT’ now, out of luck and in the shit now, underpaid and over-draft’ed, married, mortgaged, mortal, shafted,
sure folk get away with murder further down the pecking order - “Fucking gyppos, fucking blackies, fucking Muslims, fucking Pakis !
Give me half the chances they’ve got I’d be up and off today, not down the boozer mild-and-bittered, fucking stuck in fucking Bidford !”
Rugby
Rules ? It all began by breaking rules, so they’re few and heeded little,
like Tartar polo fought on foot with a dead pig, less sport than battle.
On a muddy field sown with lions’ teeth, watered with blood and spittle
large, ungentle hands carry our breath away in a leather bottle.
Don Barnard, Birmingham’s 9th Poet Laureate 2004/05
Don Barnard began life as a linguist, then spent 35 years as a computer expert and finally became a poet. So, if your PC ever starts spouting bad verse in Arabic at you, Don’s your man to fix it.
His poetry activities began with stand-up performance verse, a style that took him around the country and finally to the Edinburgh Fringe, where he and Chris Coleman with two friends had a sell-out show a couple of years ago. He then moved on to taking an MA in an attempt to improve his writing and this helped him land the job he has been doing since last October.
Don is coming to the end of his year in office as Birmingham’s ninth Poet Laureate. He will not be idle, though. He is pursuing another poet-in-residence opportunity and has two ten-week course to teach on Warwick University’s Lifelong Learning programme. He has a collection that he is ‘starting to tout around the publishers’ and is working on several projects, including writing linking verse for five plays being written by Birmingham children and preparing a programme with Hazell Hills and John Alcock, for a progress around Compton Verney in October.


Creative Writing Said the tutor to his student “Can you write a little verse, There’s a deadline coming shortly I need money in my purse. How eagerly all your colleagues are finishing their consignments Hang tutorials, hang the feedback, hang any such refinements.” “I find it very difficult,” His acolyte replied, “To write even a quatrain That’s got anything inside. You may be pushed to produce for them / something down on paper, But isn’t this academic stuff a rather empty caper?” “For heaven’s sake stop chattering Just scribble, scribble, scribble, I promise not to read it So I’ll never know it’s drivel. The aim of our activity / is to produce something that’s measurable, You must be joking if you thought that learning would be pleasurable.” “…And further more,” the tutor said, “I don’t expect much thought. Get through that module double quick The way that you’ve been taught. Keep at it, and on no account / must you pause to think at all - In this kind of education there’s no time to be original. “A little bit of this and that Is all you can expect. There’s no time to study here - Download it from the internet! All you need is IT skills, an awareness of the cut-off date. You won’t remember anything , but you’ll get a good Certificate.”
Orchard Melody Once I listened to a cello played at night in a quiet orchard and from the silence a nightingale replied. Then, disturbing this calm scene, I heard - approaching far and high – a squadron of bombers, an increasing concerted throbbing which almost overwhelmed the music, but did not interrupt the cello nor the bird. After the bombers and the rearguard fighters had passed over and faded into silence the cello continued its étude and the nightingale its song. That was long ago. Yet still a needle can track the circling grooves again, again, again, - any time for me, recreating that first living sound - though cellist, bird, pilots, navigators and their crews are long since dead and that war history.
Occupation
Times were dangerous then, 1. one could be taken away for painting V on a wall; for a ball bouncing unpredictably and in the wrong direction; for tripping a soldier in the street accidentally; for arthritis, mistaken as insubordination; a misinterpreted smile; resembling a Jew.
Yes, things were different then. Listening, for example, to the radio - One could die for less - 2. a capital offence, listening
3. to the voice of Freedom,
4. the BBC, coming to us through thin air
5. from very far away.
So we were furtive then, turned it low, crouched over it like cavemen at a fire, one ear straining for the news, and one for a boot on the cobbles
Mute
A prayer mislaid somewhere between the words is still a prayer.
Pointing at the moon with your baby finger : Unknowing distances reach into your mind- and then you see the stars fossilised light; A journey begun before earth broke its silence touches your eye – Was this its predestination?
You smile your brilliant smile, though you have no comprehension, - much less the words.
Because I was silent They thought I had nothing to say.
Forget-me-not
In the Western Desert there is a grave. It must still be there. [Things desiccate - not rot - in desert air.] The wooden cross we made may be wind-blasted, or buried deep - but dry as any pharaoh underneath still lies my enemy. As a mosquito moves towards her shadow he moved towards his end in my focused eye. Since then I’ve lived in time I took from him. The choice was not my own - but that’s history. Somewhere we buried him as best we could, - commended his soul to God, in English, burnt one word of his own into the wood, (chosen by Captain Benedict.) It’s meaning I’ve forgotten now: Vergissmeinicht.
...I move towards my end as a mosquito moves towards her shadow… - undated fragment by Keith Douglas [1944?]
Veteran
‘Why speak not they of comrades that went under?’ – Wilfred Owen
He never said much about the war after he came back. We thought then there wasn’t much to tell. But when, in later life, I read the histories - and then became involved and went in deeper - his regiment kept popping up. He must have been there, and there and there - Dunkirk, Sicily, Cassino, Arromanches. He wasn’t invalided out, or wounded.
Then I began wondering why he said there wasn’t much to tell. I thought at first it was just modesty (we Brits always underplay it, stiff upper lip etc.) Why did he not count himself a hero? What horrors had he seen? Or done? And did he know too much of lives laid down not for freedom, King and Country, but for him… Who of his friends and neighbours didn’t come back? Did he not want me, a child, to know Life’s realities? Was his deepest wish for me the innocence of his hard-won peace?
And for his family, no taint of conflict which only he had been through, which largely passed us by. (My mother worrying, of course, but not letting on,) while I, playing in the garden with Bob, whose father never came home, watched the planes go over. We knew them all.
So I traced Dad’s regiment’s history, focusing on his Company, his Platoon, but the personal details are missing….
I ask him again, “Dad, what did you do in the war?” He glances at me from under those grey eyebrows, Makes a wry face, amused, sad, quizzical, “Oh, nothing much,” he says, And looks through the window far away protecting me still.
Shady Nook [Latest Version]
It ‘s no quiet spot now to dream in, though once it was - a small and golden hillock. There was the sospiration of leaves the birds among them singing. From here the view widened across the small and silent heath crackling in the sun to spires far away whose bells could be heard on a clear day – (the wind in the right direction.)
Then the railway thrust through hard by, straight as a gun barrel, engines thunder to and fro
north, south, east, west to the exponential cities insidiously polluting silence: Edinburgh, Rugby, Leicester, London.
An island of quiet? The call of a different faith is drowned with the bells, by counterstreams of traffic flowing past, around: to the airport where planes for Europe, America, Asia shuttle commerce, leisure round this disc of green. Who named this green centre, bound by tar Macadam, of an industrial whirlpool - the incessant movement
of machines approaching, slowing, accelerating off the curve each in their chosen direction: north, south, east, west……
How can I possibly sit here now to think, to dream to contemplate the view on the leaded grass my back to the last stand of impotent spiked and huddled bushes? What tranquillity is there now - to write at Poet’s Corner?
50p
Nickel, seven-sided, rimmed, not worn or old but too light and thin. On the obverse the Queen crowned. Idealised (too young – Age shall not wither her &c.). the reverse presents Britannia old as Rome. “Whose inscription is this?” And they said, “Caesar’s”…..
Still his language surrounds her imparting authority (Although her father lost Ind Imp): D. G. Reg. F. D. –Deo Gratia Regina. Fide Defensor Now, as then, the answer stands: “Render to Caesar the global market… And unto God?
Martin Underwood was born in Guildford (Surrey) although in some ways thinks back to the Sussex downs as being ‘home’. He has lived in Birmingham since 1972 but was in London in the 1960’s a decade he remembers little about – but perhaps this is because he was a librarian . He has been writing since his teens and finds strength in contact with other poets. He is particularly aware of the invisible influence of past lives and past events on the movement of the present and in the many parallels which exist. (One example: the first thing Saddam Hussain did when recently brought to court in Baghdad for the first time was to question its validity and authority – What was the first question King Charles 1st put to Cromwell’s judges at his trial in 1649? Guess!)


Christine Coleman
Other Leavings Some days my brain becomes a vacuum cleaner. I should stay indoors. In bed, even – eyes switched off from solitary objects that could be sucked in behind the rods and cones.
The sea shore is the worst. Not shingle – I can stop that, now, from rattling round my skull like coins in a spin drier. It’s the sea’s other leavings I mustn’t watch out for. That length of anchor chain, for instance -
once its weight had caught my eye it wouldn’t let me go. I wasn’t fooled by flakes of rust - the links were thick as thumbs, compacted as cars in a wreckers yard. We’ll make you knuckle under.
I could barely walk with the clang of iron dragging in my stomach, crumpling my spine till I coiled on pebbles by the promenade, cheek on crinkled grey sea-kale, oblivious of passing feet and yellow beaks of gulls.
I got over it, of course - forgot the danger, went swimming in water rumpled after a night of winds on the spree. I was fine, scrambling out again over churned stones – then, on the tide-line, a single lime-green plastic shoe,
size-five sole moulded like bubble-wrap, pale strap clammy as pasta, buckle needle-sharp in my brain remembering the little mermaid how she walked on knives to live on land. I gathered bladder-wrack to ease her feet.
You’d think I’d have learned by now when to close my eyes – but only last week I was at it again, beach combing while my skull was nearly splitting with the revving of my brain. Let me show you what I found there – see
how it lies in the cup of my hand, counterfeit flame of a chandelier, not one crack on this cold blown glass, salt-whitened - hard to believe it was spewed up by the sea, unbroken. I breathe and breathe but coax no spark of light.
| Snake Stall at the Night Market in Temple Street, Kowloon
I knew this was a language understood by the rapt crowd of men and the man performing and the woman holding the bowl and knife -
not the Cantonese, rapid as gunshot peppering shadowy figures on the pavement nor the manic cacophony of plastic alarm clocks from
three stalls away, nor tannoys blaring White Christmas and voices bawling Kalvin Klein jeans one hundred twenty dollars and long-past-bedtime toddlers keening.
This was beyond vocabulary an alien body language of animal and human locked in ritual more primitive than speech.
I’d have been swept along by the mainstream alert for siren voices chanting silks and watches, perfumes and leather at must-have prices, but
my teenage son stopped entranced. So I had to watch as the four-foot, green and yellow snake was gripped at the throat, its tail
pinned under the man’s boot, its belly squeezed upwards, again and again in the deft hand. The crowd knew what this meant, what the man was offering
to one who was rich or brave or foolish enough to buy what was about to happen. All I could decipher was the snake’s tail escaping
and the way the creature looped itself into a knot until the man untied it clamped the tail again, and took the knife. I turned away, but still could hear the many-headed monster suck its breath, and commentary from my son’s mouth that I would not interpret, for fear of falling through a crack in the paving.
| At Athens Airport
White has a different meaning underground. More so in that hollow time before thin hours swell to daybreak. If this mile-long corridor held stores of words blank walls would be awash with abstracts - detachment, dislocation, distance. Single travellers seem to cast no shadow - landing, they’ll brace themselves, not against the jolt of wheels on tarmac, but the delicate reintegration of self to self.
****** A wall of plate-glass holds the heat at bay. Light waves stream through, skid to a halt on marble tiles. The floor’s a lake, the way it draws down smudged blue lines from strip-lights and dark Aegean blue of check-in counters, sky-blue monitors floating below them.
I’m trying to label blue I’ve left behind. Shutters opening on white walls are easy but sea defeats me – flash of kingfisher, a peacock’s eye, can’t catch that shade between taste of spearmint and smell of eucalyptus. Blue fades so fast. How will I keep it?
****** Voices. Man and wife, an awkward wall around their son. Squat wheels skew out under luggage. In the marble lake a creature stirs. The boy treads ice, hand on his father’s arm until bare calves make contact with my bench. Eyeballs swivel like a startled horse. See nothing. The mother’s words like fingers on his face, We won’t be long. You sure you’ll be all right?
Does he know there’s someone beside him? He’s fumbling a remembered blanket rocking his body like a metronome. My hands lie clammy on my lap, veins like blue worms. The usual offering won’t help me now, the smile, the nod, that gives me haven in eyes of strangers.
Blue’s just a name for certain waves of light.
| Something Like A Stone
If I’d been asked a little while ago what sadness is, and where it tends to grow, I might have said: it flourishes in shade of sombre yews, or sighs in swaying reeds along black creeks that web a lonely marsh or overflows from reservoirs of grief.
I’d not have said: sadness unfolds like wings that must not fly too near the scorching sun. I’d not have said: sadness can weave a net to trawl more fine and rare discoveries. I’d not have said: sadness becomes a lens that focuses the edge of happiness.
I’d still not say, because I still don’t know if sadness is the kernel or the shell for every nut of truth. I only know that in my breast lies something like a stone that was not there a little while ago
| Daedalus
I watch the sun amble along the sky
feel time passing in the slowing of my blood
and my son’s face once plump as peaches
his eyes that took delight in worlds of sea-anemone and crab now focus on horizons
I’m learning about time its tricks and disguises distorting as water
look how it changes strong men to fathers
spilt seed alters nothing but when you see that dark crown stretching to tearing point
the body you entered and in a gush of blood and water the waxy-coated thing between her thighs
kicks, cries out and is a child your heart buckles he stands before me now arms full of feathers
| Goldilocks
After that startled awakening and chase through the woods bears lumbered almost nightly into her dreams
but by the time she married, she couldn’t remember why even the smell of porridge could scald her tongue.
She has a baby now, and her broken sleep is invaded by bears again – their coarse dark fur smelling of resin and fungus.
Sometimes she wakes with honey in her throat hands as cumbersome as boxing gloves flat white nails thickened to ebony .
When she slides from the bed it seems natural as breathing to pad across the carpet on all fours.
Grey light seeps through loosely woven nursery rhymes. She unravels undertones of talcum powder, sweat-damp hair
and hints of her own milk on sleeping breath. Her baby. Is he hers? He seems so separate folded in on his unblemished self as though he’s tumbled through a crack in time and she can’t touch him.
| Storm
The car is a drum the wind is beating against and we are in it.
We have come to watch kamikaze waves explode on the harbour wall
batter the lighthouse streaming white banners of spray a hundred feet high.
Inside this thin drum under thudding fists of wind blood roars in our ears. Separated from the tug of earth, we could be flung away like gulls.
| Becoming a Seal
Becoming a seal takes dedication. I’ve time for little else now what with days in snack bars accumulating layer on layer of flab and evenings stretched out in the bath holding my breath under water.
Night swells with dreams of blubber light as airships, supple and strong as branches of willow. Sometimes I lurk by plastic ponds in garden centres. After a little practice, Koi carp slip down smoothly as noodles. My place of pilgrimage is Blakeney Point. Those massive bolster shapes basking on sandbanks barely glance towards me as I wriggle inch by inch a little closer. Now that I’ve tuned in to their grunts and barks I understand their conversations.
Lately I’ve noticed changes in my skin - it’s thicker now and turning mottled grey. Each plunging struggle against North Sea tides creates a tingling glow though I still have to coat myself with grease before I slide into the waves.
When my legs have fused together they’ll propel me faster. I’ll have no need for arms – the sinuous seals caress from head to tail. Soon I will smell as they do. They’ll nuzzle me gently gliding around me along the sea-bed.
| Dovedale
Frost hardens in the shade of dry-stone walls under a brittle sky. These fields are hills now as you take the track down over the cattle-grid down where January sun can’t reach.
Follow the river tumbling with the weight of rain. Cold air from its chopped surface could snap bone
Trees and limestone cliffs close in. White sound of water folds into your mind like silk, draws you deeper into the ravine.
See that small cave? From its dark throat a spring is rising
but this water scooped into your palm is warm as breath caught between hidden sun and earth’s core.
| Light Harvest October is the time to harvest light, on days when lingering strands of summer drift into a sky that rings like glass, honing the dulled edges of your sight to gather all the shift and shimmer of slanting sun on trees and tawny grass, gilding the familiar with surprise.
This morning I escaped into a park where light lay ripe and waiting for my eyes, trapped on wet black mud – splintering on dark green spikes of holly into shards so bright I’ll feast all winter on this hoard of light.
| Christine Coleman works (not quite full-time) in a Community Adult Education Centre in Birmingham. She has been writing poetry for more years than she cares to remember, but the first time she plucked up the courage to submit her work to the scrutiny of ‘real’ poets (as opposed to kind friends and family) was on an Arvon Foundation poetry course at Lumb Bank in Yorkshire in August 1996. Encouraged by the tutors, she entered an Envoi competition and was stunned and delighted when her poem, Something Like a Stone, won first prize.
This experience gave her the confidence to join Cannon Poets in the spring of 1997, and in the autumn of that year she enrolled on the part-time M.A. in Writing at Nottingham Trent University. Since then several of her other poems have won or been runners up in national competitions, and/or have been published in magazines including Mslexia, Acumen, Poetry Life, Envoi, The Frogmore Papers, Obsessed with Pipework and The New Writer.
Still on a winning streak, in 1999 she was invited by a fellow-member of Cannon Poets, Don Barnard, to join with him and two poets from Berkshire to form Late Shift, a performing poetry ensemble. Their first show was at Ledbury Poetry Festival, and this was followed by several other performances at festivals and arts centres around the country, including the Edinburgh Festival in 2003.
2004 was another lucky year: eight of her poems featured in an anthology of fourteen women poets, ‘Four Caves of the Heart’, published that March by Second Light Publications; and in June, her pamphlet collection, Single Travellers, was published by Flarestack.
Christine Coleman also writes fiction, and has completed two novels for adults and one for children. Her lack of success in finding either an agent or a publisher, in spite of several years of trying, has supplied her with enough rejection letters to paper the walls of the Midlands Arts Centre, and taught her a lot about the vagaries of the publishing world. By mid-February of 2005, she had begun to explore the self-publishing route and then, at five o’clock one cold wet Friday afternoon, came the phone call from a publisher, ‘We would like to publish your novel, “The Dangerous Sports Euthanasia Society” ' !
It is hoped that the publication date will be October 2005. Anyone interested in following its progress could access the website www.transita.co.uk though there will probably be no mention of this novel before May or June, and the title is likely to be altered.
| SINGLE TRAVELLERS
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